Can you be something you don't want to, without your permission?
Can you really?
I thought about telling the other Ida this, but I don't know. I don't want her to worry about me – about us. What's the worth of both of us worrying, really? One of us should stay focused, I think. That should help keep things okay.
Just need to stay focused and keep learning. There will be a way out of it. There definitely will be.